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[24 Jan 2004|08:56am]
New journal
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New journal <ljusername "lifeisjustalie">

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[23 Jan 2004|10:44pm]
Iceskating was gay.

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[23 Jan 2004|02:32pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I've never had so many panic/anxiety attacks in one night. I'm like going... crazy. In Arasim's class I was shaking like crazy. Someone, get me out. quickly too.

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[22 Jan 2004|03:57pm]
alright, i couldnt update @ school because the library watches what you do now. gay. .. anyways. people dont really understand why i get pissy w. jake, i do and thats all that matters. i was telling mark last night some songs were written for peoples lives. i think that ' saints and sailors ' was so written for me. the end.

Kels

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[21 Jan 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | switchfoot ]

omg im so bored im updating again lol...

i think i need stratera i mean its not that im that hyper i cant concentrate period.

anyways i think movies friday?

im glad me and frank are over, i mean i like being single, he was younger than me in yet more mature not silly... i dont know it feels realll good to be independent, maybe i need someone new to have fun . not like what me and frank had. i need new .. ?
even sarah didnt think he was .. well the sharpest tool in the shed cus HE NEVER USED IT damn, someone must have dropped a butcher knife on his.. yeah yums.


i love being single.

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[21 Jan 2004|05:21pm]
aight, i feel.. so like... i dn empty ( not cus frank lol ) i think somethings missing and i need something... i dn tht is what..? i was supposed to go snowboarding this weekend.. i dnt want to.. things i want to do this weekend

see SOS ( someone special )
see liz
see sarah
punch jake.

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[20 Jan 2004|06:04pm]
( im not gonna give out his sn lol)

mark: thank u would u lyk me to wear it again
x x k e l s o: its your body im just there to violate it
mark: i lyk that i lyk it aalloott well then in that case its going down


lol


Frank me= over i dn i just felt it was right

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[20 Jan 2004|04:48pm]
one word: single

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[20 Jan 2004|03:33pm]

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[19 Jan 2004|10:48pm]
The 'Perfect Guy' Survey....

1. hair color – in the middle
2. eye color – blue !.
3. height – tall
4. six pack? – kinda
5. long/short hair – middle
6. glasses? – no
7. piercings? – ear?
8. chest hair? – i dn
9. buff or skinny – middle
10. straight teeth, gap, or braces- straight.
11. punk/jock/emo/sXe/goth? – all but goth and sXe
12. funny or serious – funny!13. party or stay at home – hmm. both.
14. should he cook or bake? - he shouldnt
15. should he have a best friend? - if he wants.
16. should he have a lott of girl friends? – i dn
17. outgoing or shy – outgoing
18. sarcastic or sincere – both
19. would he watch chick flicks? – sure with me
20. would he be a smoker? – no
21. would he drink? – if he felt like it
22. would he swear? – prolly
23. would he pay for dates? – sometimes
24. does he kiss on the first date? – yeah
25. where would you go to dinner? – i dont know
26. would he bring you flowers? – it be flattering
27. would he lay under the stars with you? – yes
28. would he write poetry about you? – idk
29. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby? - i dont know
30. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? - no
31. would you hang out with him and HIS friends? - yes
32. would he play sports? – sure
33. would he skateboard? – sure
34. would he snowboard? – the guy i like is almost pro lol
35. would he play guitar? – yes
36. play piano? – if he knew
37. play drums? – if he could
38. would he clean his room? – do i care
39. would he paint, draw, sculpt? – poetry
41. would he sing for you? – if he wanted
42. use the word dude? – yes
43. use the word tight? – yes
44. what kind of car would he drive – a classy one
45. would he put his arm around you or hold your hand? –yes
46. would he dance? – no
47. how often would you see him? – 2ce a week
=48. would you want him to get you jewelery? -NO make him to make me hemp thas fun.
49. stay up and talk all night long? – yes
50. say i love you? – if he meant it.

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[19 Jan 2004|12:27pm]
[ mood | dehydrated ]

eagles lost, arasim dont be so sure of yourself lol


i babysat because the game got pathetic. umm i called jake to tell him how i felt, and hes like you used to be so friendly. blah blah i used to be when i could trust him. and now, its like depressing watching changes... i hate change. hate. it used to be cotton candy and oompa loompas but now its like fights and i think i should stop talking to the kid.... soon. ehh im making this friends only soon



ugh i dont know why i cant stop thinking about mark , its weird every dream hes in it and its quite weird. im crushing on him like sick now man. im going crazy over this kid lol, hes like me and i need someone to understand me?

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[18 Jan 2004|04:56pm]
[ mood | happy ]

New CPU for me....

Viva La Kelsey
<3 Kels

me and cait are looking mad for marks number

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[18 Jan 2004|02:29pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Hey, this is Victoria and Tiffany 9.95 a minute! )

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[17 Jan 2004|09:14pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | hands down ]

man i got off the phone with sarah and it was great

( me and jakes lyric of the day )
it's amazing how 2 strangers become best friends... and then they turn into 2 strangers because one person is drifting far... far away from another friend


viva la kels
kels

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[17 Jan 2004|11:54am]
[ mood | sore ]

summer come soon cus snow aint doing shit for us.



brandywine school district-- i hate you.

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[17 Jan 2004|11:15am]
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
i dn .. bf for almost a year

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
yeah right

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
aunt jill and chrissy
4. Did anyone close to you die?
i dn

5. What countries did you visit?
zip
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
b/fs

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
i dn

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
wow, um swimming sike

9. What was your biggest failure?
swimmming

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
-who hasnt?

11. What was the best thing you bought?
umm ... i forget honest to god

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
caits

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
some not friends laura

14. Where did most of your money go?
skating movies

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
summer
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
-the ataris "in this diary"

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder? sadder

ii. thinner or fatter? same
iii. richer or poorer? same

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
had more friends
used summer wisely

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
fightin

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
family / merts last christmas at home

22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
maybe

23. How many one-night stands?
zip.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
-friends
viva la bam

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i think.

26. What was the best book you read?
summer sisters

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
um story of the year

28. What did you want and get?
b/f

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
finding nemo

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
-spent it with family
pool


32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
if i knew what i wanted

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
comfy

34. What kept you sane?
music

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
umm the hiltons

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
war iraq smoking ban in delaware

37. Who did you miss?
maybe kevin

38. Who was the best new person you met?
sarah by a land slide

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
even if people say it will never happen again, it will

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
i want to be remembered the girl who is always smiling there to brighten your day even though she couldnt brighten her own

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[17 Jan 2004|11:10am]
last car ride: last night
last kiss: last night
last movie seen: torquw
last book read: summer of my german soilder
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: toast
last phone call: sarah
last tv show watched: umm newly weds
last time showered: last night
last shoes worn: boots.
last cd played: i forget
last item bought: ticket
last thing downloaded: my picture
last annoyance: changing
last disappointment: last night
last concert: i dn
last key used: n
last words spoken: bitch?
last time sleep: last nite?.
last im: cait
last weird encounter: rape?
last time amused: last night
last time wanting to die: not too long ago
last time hugged: last night mark
last time scolded: yesterday
last time resentful: last night
last chair sat in: uh now silly

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[16 Jan 2004|11:33pm]
hey i had so much fun tonight lol cait

mark alex and cait and i went to regal and saw torque, we were gonna see along came polly but the guys wanted to see that movie. ok, mark and i cuddled it was cute. i had sex in the seat jk jk then we went to target, it was so cold alex & mark bought cough drops to get drunk lol? my eyes were blood shot, and alex goes honey are you high?


im not really like talking to jake, change is a bad thing leme explain:

me and * cough cough * source S believe that since cough " distraction K" came into our lives well Jake hasn't been the same. he doesnt realize that. well source S and I were angry because to our knowledge distraction K and Jake were going somewhere and kat wouldnt allow us to come. life: you make up for the things you do, not screw around more to piss me off. and he still hasnt made it up... ehh not my dick to scratch


good night
<3Kels

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[16 Jan 2004|04:46pm]
school was alright we did like nothing except take tests i took 2 in LA


i got a 33/40 on history test.. ehh


cant wait till tonight mad fun at regal w/ mark

funniest/racist thing said today after someone dropped a quarter today
* drop *
* sam goes after it*
jason: of course the jew goes after it

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[15 Jan 2004|09:07pm]
please god let the buses not start tomorrow so we have no school

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